I am tired.
The feeling of physically, mentally, emotionally drained out.
I haven’t felt so in a rather long time. Looking back, I don’t how it came to this stage, how we are now. Feeling like strangers, enemies at times. Sometimes looking at those ard me, I really feel envious.
Just now I just walked out, in a […]

you know how energizer always advertise how good and everlasting their batteries are?
I believe I must be those lousier brand of the rechargeable batteries.
I constantly needs recharging, from people around me. I am definitely not those who can spread their energy to those surrounding them, since I run out of them ever so often.
just today […]

I am those “sixth-sense” girl.
Sometimes its simply a feeling that makes me feel positive or negative, regardless how rational I try to be. And this is one of those times the negative feelings just gets overwhelming.
But its a decision that I can’t control, nor do I wan to simply because it is not just abt […]

ytd i reached home, i was “forced” to entertain my little ben cuz i “sort of” (means i cant rem) promised that  i will let him play my computer when i am back from work. And so from the time i stepped into my home, he started following me everywhere.
He knocked on the door while […]

sometimes it suxz when you keep having to think from others’ perspective.
it is tiring to keep having to watch your step, mind your words and control your actions.
shouldnt frens be all open and aboveboard? why do we have to keep having to avoid doing things that so-and-so don’t like or so-and-so wont be happy abt?
im […]

ppl are telling me its time to do my blog again.
Not that i dunwan to, really.
I am just lazy unmotivated. Especially when nowadays the work in the office just keeps me at my desk beyond office hours.
Alrite, i need a new design. Which i will do when i am not so lazy more motivated. But […]