it has been a while since i updated..

and it has been a while since i feel the need to write something..

i have no idea what i want to write,
i have no idea what am i feeling,
i have no idea what i want,

i feel like a kid all over again. the times where you thought being an adult is what you want but when you reached that stage, you wished you never reached there. and suddenly you feel lost again.

i thought i was way over that stage. i thought i know what i wanted. i thought this is what i have been wanting. but once again when i am here, i look around, i have no idea what is around me at all.

what lies ahead, i have no idea. yet i do not wish to turn back. i don’t want to turn back.

but i cant move, i feel too tired to inch forward.

这 世界 笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了